So yesterday was Russell's big "birthday party extravaganza," as my sister, Erin, calls it... she's a little odd...but i'm so much like her in so many ways...
I was really upset that i couldnt make it to all of it becuase i had dumb stupid work (this is exactly why i didnt want to work all summer, so i wouldnt miss any fun that was going on, and then THIS happens, how could I be so unlucky, it wasn't fair!!!!)
But i spose i did get paid to read by book, again, so that wasnt entirely horrible AND i guess it was good that i didnt go bc i missed out on canoeing and the group of ppl who were invloved were all...couples. So, im REALLY glad i missed out on that so it didnt make me feel more lonely than i already do on a daily basis, that may sound ... idk, like im trying to make myself feel bad or make others feel bad for me, but thats not true, it really is honetly how i feel. ANYWAY, no more talk about this.
Back to me being pissed, haha. I really wish i could have been there for the whole day, be there for my big brother, but nope, fuckin work, always there, im never going to escape that!!! AH!!
Cubs cannot beat the fuckin Florida Marlins, kill me now
Go Cubs!
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